Michael, my heart goes out to you. Our beloved Sedona (75 lb Chow mix rescue) had to be put down back in 2010, due to a degenerative hip issue, but she did lead a happy, full life while she was with us. We finally got through the grieving process last spring, when we adopted a collie female from a collie rescue agency. Her name is Katie, and true to her name, she is a 55 lb hooligan, but very lovable...sort like a Snickers bar - sweet and nutty!
The cycle of life with our pets is bittersweet. We're with them from their early youth through their old age and passing. They make us smile, laugh and cry, but we wouldn't trade the experience for 100 Taylors, would we?
God bless...